Wednesday, February 18, 2015

Well it finally happened

I moved out. Not by choice, but subconciously I think I was doing everything to push her to the breaking point. How did and do I feel? Relief more than anything else, but I get super sad any time I think about Andrew. Currently staying in an Extended Stay hotel, which is nice. Will have to look into somewhere to stay, but will have to work that out when we are speaking to each other. Work, eh. Not that I have to do too much, I could do it in my sleep. Told my boss and the supervisor under me. Will be interesting to see how quick the news gets out. Already scheduled to hang out with my buddy Thursday night and probably Saturday. Haven't dealt with parents yet, but they know. She called and told them "everything" according to her. Whatever, it's probably all true. I emailed my dad and I'm supposed to call him, have no desire to talk to my mom about it at all or ever.

Tuesday, February 17, 2015

Back again?

So a friend of mine talked to me about doing a blog. In trying to help her, I came back to this one. When I talk with my friends I'm long winded and bloggish, so why not blog again? Also, so much talking winds up being a bitch session and that gets old for some people. Nobody likes a complainer Dean! As someone who struggles to be positive, I'm going to try to leave most of my crap here. And to my bff, you can always talk to me - even if it is all complaints. I'm just glad to hear from you!!!!